This is it

today was my first day at work

Its pretty much already gay haha go figure
I didnt know I would have to think so much at a gas station and I dont even trust myself handeling all that money hahaha

anyways I work tuesday, thursday, and friday this week 9-3 so its not bad

got home today and took mario to work then came home again and went right to sleep haha I was really tired and it was pretty much the greatest nap everr. Then I woke up and picked mario up from work at 10 and me, mario, ben, matt, rocky, and tyler hung out at the oddessy and then my house

now im bored

yay.

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: the academy is

ugh its my first day of work today Im happy to finally have a job but......ugh....fuckin jobs and waking up for them sucks dick.

last night I drove over to my moms bfs house and sat around with my mom and her bf for a few hours just talkin to them and stuff wich was actually really fun, my mom is gone alot so I dont see her nearly as much as I used to so it was nice just sittin around talkin to her for a while.

so I work till like 3 and after that the only thing I can see myself doin when I get home is fuckin goin to sleep for a while haha and after that who knows Im hopefully hangin out with deb one of these days before sunday, idk what we'll do but whatever it is it'll be fun cuz we are the coolest people in the world and we always have fun...yes.

stuff with gabriel hunter is goin pretty good we got a van and a trailer already, gettin lots of shows set up, merch, more and more songs, other cool shit. I'm pretty excited for everything to get goin with that cuz I really dont have shit else to look forward too.

oh and november 1st I will be homeless cuz my mom is moving in with her bf so I'll pretty much have no place to live. So if you are willing to put up with my shit I will provide sexual favors and such if you give me a home :]

or else maybe Ill just live at speedway?


idk but im angry cuz I had to take out my nose ring and I liked my nose ring.....fuckin speedway assholes

alright im done

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Current Location: a whales vagina
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: armor for sleep

today was fuckin boring as hell I did nothing

rocky moved out

I might be pickin up damien tonight....who knows

hopefully hangin with deb tomorrow..unless Im dumb and made that up but I thought she said she didnt work tomorrow

I really fuckin wanna see snakes on a plane


thats the end.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: nothing

by the way I thank deb for gettin me to start writin in this thing again.......wooohoo!!!!!!!!

sooo I just got home from camping with mark, damien, rocky, and chris. It was sooooo fun, camping with those guys is seriously one of my favorite things to do. So here is everything that happened...

FRIDAY- We showed up at the cabin and got everything unpacked. As it got later we decided we where gonna get some alcohol and boat across the lake and camp in the woods. We didnt have that much alcohol but that problem was solved pretty quick because mark and damien took a big ass sack and left for like a half hour...they came back with a sack fuckin full of beer!! where did it all come from?? well they broke into like 3 cabbins and robbed them niggas!!! hahahahahah
so yeah we boated across the lake and i decided to start drinkin before we even go outta the boat so by the time we got there i was already pretty buzzed wich was pissin everybody off who was tryin to just unpack the boat. The night was full of drunk phone calls, roastin hot dogs, and me being really really naked almost the whole time. Then we all fell asleep in the tent and hoped we wouldnt get eaten by bears.

SATURDAY- I honestly dont remember what we did saturday except for at night when chris took some koolaid and other shit and poured a ton of like vodka and rum in there so yeah.....we got drunk again...then damien and I paddled out into the middle of the lake at like 3 am for no apperant reason.

SUNDAY-woke up and went hunting with a bb gun. I shot the shit outta some squirrel and it did like 8 backflips out of a tree and then we just shot at some birds cuz we are assholes and we are outdoorsmen dammit.

now I'm home and talking to deb so basically this weekend was amazing

I hope I pissed people off with my tales of drunkeness and animal cruelty :)

goodbye.

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: every time i die

I seriously havent updated this since like 1892 but deb is making me so I must obey.

soooo for like the past 3 er 4 days I hung out with deb and pato everyday wich has been real fun, we've been hangin out on the eastside and gettin lost and we went to a brewer game.

I have a job interview tomorrow for speedway wich is fuckin insane cuz I bet nobody ever thought I was gonna get a job hahaha I sure as hell didnt. Hopefully I get hired cuz I really really need some money even though I know I will spend it all really stupidly.
The first thing Im spending it on is tattoos so that should be sweet and then Ill prolly buy a lot of taco bell and pay back some people that I owe.

Rocky has been living with me for a while now which is pretty sweet except for when I have to hear him talk about sports cuz I fuckin hate sports and everytime I see him he is watchin golf or baseball or some shit....and he's always givin me tips on how to do shit..hes like a fuckin dad.

I just got invited to a hotel party like 3 minutes ago but thats prolly not a good idea since i have that interview in the morning......shit.


Im goin camping tomorrow!!!

with mark, damien, rocky, branden, and chris. It should be pretty sweet.

thats all im typing right now cuz deb wants to read before she goes to work.


boobies.

Current Mood: bored

I don't have much to say except that the angels and airwaves cd is fuckin amazing and if you dont agree with me then I hope you get aids

Current Location: southern tighland
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: angels and airwaves you fuckhead

Im moving to texas at the end of august.

thats all.

Current Location: a rectum
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: taking back sunday

I never update this shit anymore but since Im bored as hell I decided to go on it

soooooo hopefully I see my gf in june and then tour in july and thats basically all I care about so hopefully those things work out

thats all I have to write about

Im not very interesting

Current Location: your moms vagina
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: the devil wears prada

sooooo today is my birthday buuuuuuut it doesnt feel like it at all.......weird

I better not sit around my house today or ima be pissed

the night will prolly consist of mario and I sittin around saying "so what do you wanna do?" hahhaha


yup.

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: still remains

yessssssss

I finally got a new cell phone that actually works!!!!!

my new number is 414-750-5821

call me or text me or something unless your dumb and I dont wanna talk to you :)

Current Location: vagina
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: hatebreed

pretty good weekend

friday I got damien and we went to pick up his mom from the airport annnnnnnd then we just went back to his house and hung out and I ended up staying there.....like always haha

saturday me,damien, and mario went to see the early november and chiodos at the rave and it was soooooooo good, Im glad I went to that instead of chaos fest it was definetely worth the extra money. oh and some girl was dancing on me in the crowd and grabbed my dick and found it halarious........weird
we went back to damiens and played music and acted like idiots all night which was fun

sunday took mario home and then just sat around sooo yeah typical boring sunday

7 more days untill the greatest thang in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (5/6 of MMM goin on a roadtrip to GA!!!!!)

I cant wait to see me gf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ummmmmmmmmmmm and hopefully Im getting a new cell phone tomorrow cuz Im sick of getting bitched at for ignoring people when Im really not

my phone doesnt even ring half the time so dont bother callin me, might as well just text me cuz thats pretty much the only thing that phone can do properly


annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd fuck you the new taking back sunday song is fuckin awsome

Current Location: in your ass.....again
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: taking back sunday......again

holy shit I havent updated since 1872!!!!!!!!



ummmmmm I dont go to school anymore, I gave up......I'll be finishing my schooling online

I'll be 18 on april 27th!!!!!

ummmmmmmmmmmmm 10 days until I go to georgia with mario,damien,mark, and adam

annnnnnnnnd I tired cutting my own hair and let me tell you.......I will never try that shit again





idk Im goin to bed homies

Current Location: in your ass
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Taking back sunday

I crashed into a tree today

my neck hurts

fuck valentines day!!!


and fuck everyone who spent it with their gf or bf!!!!






there we go I feel better now :)

Current Mood: annoyed

its been a while since I've updated this....


umm I've been thinking a lot lately about basically everything; school, girls, jobs, friends, music, life in general. I've been thinking about everything thats goin on with all of those things and Im starting to worry myself.

I feel like everything I do is pointless, a big example...school. I dont have the kind of mind that can focus in an environment like a classroom, I get nothing from school and I fail everyhting....so I dont see a point in me even being there. I dont even know what to do about this, Im supposed to graduate this year but I dont see that happening so I think Im gonna talk to my guidance counsler about doin online courses or somethin.

girls might as well be non-existant to me, the only one I care about is unreachable

I really need to get my lazy ass up and get a job

I've been thinkin about who my really good friends are and I can't complain at all because I have amazing friends

as typical as it may sound music is the only thing that really motivates me to do anything, its really the only thing Im willing to work for which is sad

idk ppl keep sayin they understand what im feeling but I really dont think they do, damien is really the only person that makes me feel like im not a complete idiot for feelin like this because me and him have the same thoughts on a lot of things

idk hopefull Ill get shit figured out soon........

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: the early november

ROCK \m/!!!!!

pretty good day

scool wasnt so bad

pracice was fun

talked to the gf which always makes me happy

hung out with mario pretty much all night and we took sexy pics of ourselves cuz we can

and I have this amazing song by my american heart stuck in my head

yup....good day :)

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: My American Heart

So for some reason I get back from my trip (which was definetely the best trip I've ever been on) the first thing I hear from pretty much everybody is......Did you have sex with her!!??

NO I DID NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just started saying yes to ppl after a while so they would shut up because everytime I said no they would ask me 48574 questions about why not, and it really isnt anybodys business so it shouldnt really matter if I say yes or no, but since its so important to everyone the answer is no no no no no...we didnt have sex. I dont drive that far cuz Im horny.

just wanted to clear that up

yeah this was prolly the best winter break ever

annnnnnnd Im tired annnnd I dont wanna go to school tomorrow.

annnnnnnd I've noticed I've been really happy and really nice to people lately, thats pretty cool

oh yeah the show last night was pretty fun

FEBUARY 10TH MARCIA MARCIA MARCIA FIRST SHOW!!!

if you havent heard us.....no we are not metal.

but yeah Im excited............g'night

I didnt go to school today....why?.......Im not sure, I guess I just didnt feel like it haha

but tomorrows the last day before break and Im sooooooo excited, I also have a show tomorrow which is gonna be really fun hopefully

things are going soooooo good right now, I've been back to my normal, crazy,nice,fun self again and its awsome.

according to a few ppl though Im a big dickhead hahah I really dont care cuz Im not gonna let anybody ruin my good mood

I gotsta go get my car fixed tonight I dont feel like sitting at some repair place for like 2 hours again, eh well

5 days untill I get to see my wife! haha dayum Im excited

oh yeah ssb has a new recording up on myspace.....it sounds like shit but go listen to it anyways haha

welllllllll thats it,I LOVE YOU ALL!! haha........unless u think Im a dick....then you can go fuck yourself :)

Current Mood: !!!
Current Music: halifax (mario knows which song)